After watching the match at bedok i'm confused,abt EVERYTHING... Somehow i couldnt differentiate anything. My mind n heart seems to contradict. Went out with likuan n grace ytd,had quite a lot fun at cartel,esp grace n her bread,oh,and the embarrassed waitress. lol. i'm mean.
Went for MJC's canoe sea training today,all of thm were early despite training suppose to start at 1130. I can say tt most of thm were very committed to canoeing and work very hard. thnk god my boat DID NOT capsize at all! One thing to be happy abt. But i didnt feel right abt the training. Maybe i still hv not really make up my mind. Although i did not capsize,i'm not satisfied with myself at all. i dislike myself for tt,i'm always hving the same mind set. haiz. Really hope to hv a gd rest tmr and half of mon,take it as i'm using the last minute to make up my mind. Watever it is,i seriously hope there wun be any regrets,nt even abit.
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