I'm seeing contradictions in words n actions of others. Saying tat i can feel for u, giving the concern i needed, on another side stating we cant prolly take her in whn there r other better players. If u r reading tis n finding tis was something tat u had said before, thn yes i'm referring to u. Watever it is, if i were u, i will nv say such things to hurt my friend, even if u were in my situation. I just didnt expect the word BETTER to be coming out frm u since u totally knew how i felt. I dunwan to say anything hurtful to u my supposingly closed friend. If u r still reading, ur words really gave me disappointment.
Trng was gd since i had my motivation n i treated it like it was supposed to be. Saw some old friends ard at kallang, like wife (emme) n i suddenly tot of whitley, her anti emme blog n net4all pple. Being such a thick skinned sis my sis had no choice bt to treat me sakae agn. Haha. N we actually shopped.
God shld hv created 2 sat n sun. How can actually one of each be enough? I kind of enjoy family day since i get to see my niece n sis more often. Spicy steamboat today was gd, parkway has changed. I sort of believe choc can make a person happier, so i gt myself some for tis coming week. I've weighed the pros n cons. Such a cheerful person bt its more than wat i see and i wish i could knw more. Lets all count dwn to weekend!
Adding on to e recent post, yeah, its no kidding. I hate playing mind games n waiting is nt a choice in jc. Mayb we shld just get a life of our own n things will pass pretty soon. I'm getting pathetic AND IT WILL STOP I PROMISE. This is a bad week, nt to mention specifically wed n thurs. I hope life is like e econs curve, e upturn dwnturn recession n a peak! Ask me n i'll tell u this surely a dwnturn gg on to a recession for nw. I'll see the recession next week, i predict.
Telling myself i'm gonna do my best,watever i can. Its true if i appreciate my own hard work in the end, i wun b disappointed in myself coz i tried. I cant say things r fairly done nowadays, just nt my year. Hving pressure is still the best, better than nt feeling anything, tat sucks. I'm gg to be precise in my decision.
Knwing PJ offers sci the way i want drives me nuts. Too late anw, i'll find my way next year.