I REALLY wish the most of them includes me seriously. I'll love u like hell thn ms tan. Left sch super early today with my sis. Burger king was great, esp whn my sis demanded for a burger which can see smoke coming our frm it. haha. Pet lovers center FINALLY called agn. Looks like they didnt want another complaint letter from me. K i'm forgiving. Noelle the pig has op tmr and i knw she is nervous. Lucky her to hv my grp as her audience. So ya, dun worry pig! I'll give u my full attention! I shall mug for my op tmr then! =)
Finally i've seen how childish my clique's pw grp member is. And next week, no, time to face the truth, shockingly, theres NO PA. wtf. I think i must start to get the fact in my head that HARD WORK PAYS OFF. I dun see the hard work now, so i cant complain much that theres not much pay off either. K, today is not a gd day anw, a lot of thinking. gd night. Period.
Netball carnival, was a gd time knwing how bad skills have become. Also, lots of shocking news. Cant believe that the so called sec sch girl in my head is actually mother of a kid. Haha. Basically the whole carnival warned me as a signal, TIME TO START TRAINING FOR NETBALL.
Dear Mr Winston,
Though i might nt knw u for now, i bet u're the luckiest chap in the world. Look who's beside ur bed everynight, who's the very 1st person u see every morning, who's the one u share ur every matter with. Lucky man.
I dun understand why our sch only can start cca after op when other schs r alr starting trng right after promos. Its totally rubbish, how can we improve this way? Wondered.
Today i met a whore at the pet shop. Her name is p..... what a whore. Its really annoying when pple tries to be best firend of EVERYONE. ITS IMPOSSIBLE BCOZ U R NOT A SAINT! Dun act like one coz its gross. Seriously just stop it. Pple tend to cherish when they realised they are losing. How true.
Talk abt sat, went to church with joy. Tot that it was quite gd, some sort of being closer to god once again. There were yj pple so wasnt that bad. Poor andria was sick. However, things didnt go well at night, oh well. Wasnt feeling gd i shld said. Surprisingly talking to dawn didnt calm me dwn. Though it was nice talking to her. Maybe i was just being emo, since long i've actually blah out what i really want to say.
K sunday, met noelle for dinner, feeling better coz didnt feel like talking abt it anymore. And chen chen called both of us how dumb. To actually tell us I&R is due mon. I rather she dun call. My memory is getting poorer so i dun really rmb the past events that i didnt blog on.
OK now monday! Trial for op. Though didnt went quite well for my grp, but at least we tried to present. So i guess we r alr quite gd and brave enough. Bt i just felt quite disappointed in some pple's action during my grp's op. Like i knw it doesnt concern ur grp but cant u just shut the hell up and just sit dwn and listen quietly? I really cant stand it whn worse still its some sort of my closer friends. If thats how u behave, dun u dare to ask again why drifting exists. And econs was bad, ms tan kept saying that all of us nv study. Why dun she just say that her marking style is way too strict?? whatever. Talking abt happier things, dear noelle n i were so daring, we skipped chi test. HAHA. So nw i'm blogging at her hse. I'm glad i did a super nice chocolate cornflakes thingy for dawn. K i'm just being playful, it was meant to be a joke. lol. Eating at noelle's hse really kills my diet plan. Esp when her mum came home with so much food.
Friday wasnt a gd day for me i guess. Started to think of a lot of things. Like, whats best friends, gd friends, great friends, normal friends and friends. A lot of my thoughts about it started to change, be it gd or bad. Another thing is, i realised some pple r just luckily than the others. like, they dun even hv to move their butt, they get what they want when the others work super hard and get not even abit of what they wanted??
Overall, noelle's bbq was cool. Meeting her ex sch mates and the dumb games. I thought who what huh was a super coooool game. HAH. oh and i forgot to update, east coast coffee bean might be a gd place. Thanks to dawn i knw. =) PW, ALEVEL CHI, PA...
I dun reply to rude messages. Sometimes i really wonder, really. Whats the point of being nice whn even ur close friends dun even appreciate? i'm very disturbed by it.
This is the day i've been looking forward to. END OF PROMOS, PROMOS ENDED, NO MORE PROMOS . Whatever u phrase it. Hah. Been actually suffering frm bad slp, nightmare, STRESS! Bt oh well, after all i really think i could hv done better. Whatevers done is done, so i shall not think abt it alr. I'm looking forward to events after promos. Esp hmmmm. HAH. Cant believe it promos just ended like this. Seems like its just the 2nd day of sch. Sometimes i wonder, maybe i hv been making the wrong choices ever since i went to poly till nw. Bt then i rmb, its bcoz of YJ, i gt to know kristin, amelia, noelle, dawn, pris, gen, emmeline, some love which came and gone vanished, and some love which i've lost i found it back recently, gt to know my maths is really THAT poor, know that how disgusting pple really look like. Oh well. shall just enjoy till the results out.