Know what? I have deleted all the conversations we had. I read it for the last time and i realise how painful it was to hang on. Its giving me a phobia. Recently i'm fear of death bcoz i cant imagine myself dying n lost connections with everyone i love forever, my family, my friends n everyone else. I think tts what i'm most afraid of. One more thing, i found myself lots of reasons why i cant afford to retain next yr. I'll take it as a gd thing. Thanks Emm the WIFE! (= Come to think of it, i'm seriously happy thru out this few mths in yj, i guess the main reason is i'm not hving anyone in mind and i'm really satisfy hving a gd bunch of friends n studies to worry abt. I need lots of motivation urgently to carry on with sports, i'm very demoralised, very i mean. =(

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