I realised i'm being so selfish but yet i dunno how to mend it back. I realised everything under my care has been screwed up by myself. I realised my fickling mind kills all my decisions badly. I realised my common sense doesnt exists anymore. I realised i've been slping abnormally from reaching home from sch to the next day almost every single day. i realised hurting pple unknowingly weaken my days like shit.