Today i was still telling noelle to take baby steps in wat she is doing. I tot it might be true for me, guess not. I guess watever is changed, is changed. Watever u do or how hard u try to mend it back it will nv be, even if u r willing to spend bits of ur time to do so, n even whn at a point whn u feel so tiring and restless thinking abt it everyday, u nv complain to give up. Its terrible tt people cant make mistakes at silly period of time even whn watever harmless reasons they hv to cover up. Why must people lie? To make things easier to cover up? Or to make things more complicated? I dun understand, i just cant stand it. Yes i cant take it anymore, i dunwan to be the person doing watever tt might help, trying hard to mend it back and willing to spend bits of my time even whn i felt so tired and restless thinking about it everyday with no complains of giving up ANYMORE. And yes, i broke my record of nt crying. Thanks.
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