Yeah happy 19th bday to myself. The surprise celebration by my cunning clique and sis really made my day. Who say whn u r feeling the worse theres no way to make it better? Though my appreciation doesnt show much bt i want thm to knw i really hope our friendship will always be there. Speaking of which, unexpected surprise comes with utter disappointment too. Whn i tot wat i wld like to hear will be there, it didnt and nt even close to it. Maybe i'm an extremely hopeful person and i hallucinate. Perhaps while caring abt wat i want, i shld consider that she might nt want it too.
(Thank u amelia, thank you dawn, thank you kristin, thank you priscilla, thank you noelle, and thank you sis ( and andrea?)!)